uh. wow.
This relationship is moving a bit fast but I’m oddly comfortable with that.
I’ve missed the past few days because I’ve been spending a lot of time with Ryan. We’re “official” as of yesterday, so that’s super awesome. :D
I look like Colleen Moore in this photo, haha
Greg and I went to the Gateway again today to look for more work; he’s decided he can’t keep working at his current job so now we’re both hunting- obviously he’s not quitting until he finds something else, but I encouraged him to look for something else this morning. I think it’s the best course of action.
Popped into Bettie Page again to show Greg the dress Sam wants, and the manager said hello to me again. it’s really nice that she recognizes me because next time they’re looking for someone…”hey, what about that nice chick with the bob?”
Ryan came over last night to chill and he hung out more after Greg and Sam had gone to bed; we were chatting and we finally had our first kiss on the couch in the living room. :D He wants to hang out with me more tomorrow; I’m not used to someone wanting to spend so much time with me! it was a “take it or leave it” kind of attitude my ex had when it came to spending time with me. I like Ryan a lot; he’s a breath of fresh air, to say the least!
seriously this haircut
it’s fucking perfect
I updated Manycam which may have been a bad decision
hence why I look so grumpy
however, I picked up a book today from the library; I’ve been meaning to read Joshua Zeitz’s Flapper for a while now so here we goooo
Dear Dolly;
THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT.
Love, Lo
so sleepy!
turned in my Claire’s application and my Anthropologie application. I also woman’d up and talked to the manager at Bettie Page clothing, gave her my resume. I told her I’d applied when they were first opening but I hadn’t heard anything back. She seemed kind of upset by that! What was good though is that she recognized me from when Sam and I were there the other day! pinup girls are always a bit intimidating to me but she seemed really nice.
Ryan’s birthday is tomorrow, I’m excited. I love parties.
Joe moved out of our place on Bryn Mawr today, I haven’t heard from him regarding the security deposit yet. As soon as I know my half is in the mail…fuck ‘em. Enjoy your fuck trophy, ho.
Sometimes I have a ridiculous smile
also hanging out with Ryan and everyone today so
He came to pick up Greg for a “business lunch” which just means they’re working on game design stuff
but he smells good
I like when guys smell good
Had a panic attack this morning for the first time in months. Going out to look for work really terrifies me.
BUT I picked up two applications and handed in a resume, so I made progress.
Tomorrow should be a busy day, the four of us are going to some kind of cultural fair and then we’re gonna play D&D!
Applied to work at the local grocery store. last time I worked at a grocery store it was my least stressful job.
Ryan and I have another tentative date for a Doctor Who marathon. He and I both discovered that neither of us care much for going out and doing things so I figure most of our dates now will be at his apartment or mine or whatever. He’s very sweet and we’re both kinda shy and awkward, but since we’re smart, we decided, fuck it, let’s just be really straightforward about what we want here.
His birthday is the day after I get to unfriend my ex from facebook.
Good things are happening here in SLC.
